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  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Undertale- "An Ending"
  • Reading: LGBTQA webcomics
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Playing: Pokemon Shuffle/Animal Crossing CF/Undertale
  • Eating: Fiber filled foods, cooked meals
  • Drinking: Water... medicine...
Hello, today.

Today is January 26th 2016.
It is night time. about 11pm.

I am 22 years old, weighing about 266 lbs.

I am still holding on.

There has been some... rough storms along my journey since the last entry.

I graduated The Art Institute of New York City, and looking for designer jobs/ paid internships.
I have some programs in my computer that can upgrade my drawings.
I am cooking my own food, learning new recipes so that I may not have to go out to buy junkfood. 

Some... bad things have happened that left me to be more reclusive than a hermit.
Financial debt, death and murder within the family... relapse of depression and anxiety...
and... I am going to have a biopsy of my throat on February 5th, hopefully.
Doctors ran some tests on me and found a 4 centimeter mass in my thyroid.
They don't know what it is yet, but they say it is a low chance of me having cancer.

Looking back at my past, I just wished I had told someone to help me sooner.
But I cannot keep looking back at my mistakes.
But I am am looking forward,
... an all I see is a thick fog looming closer.
Some people might not believe me because they can see just fine.

I wish I could talk to old friends again without feeling guilty of being myself.
I want to socialize again. I want to make new friends again.
I want my mind to stop fighting me and my body.
I am tired as it is.

I will update as soon as I get the results of my biopsy.
In the meantime, I will update my professional stuff on behance.

All I can do is for the present.
  • Mood: Anxious
  • Listening to: Living Tombstone music
  • Reading: Manga & Theory forums
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Playing: Pokemon Alpha Sapphire
  • Eating: Junk
  • Drinking: Water
Wow... it's been a long time since I have been in here. To be honest, I feel like I need to delete this account since I am not going to be active much.

Updates:
1. Going to graduate college soon
2. In an internship
3. Trying to get my life together

A lot of stuff happened during my absence. :/
Thank you guys for saying happy birthday to me.
I haven't forgotten you guys.

It's just... a LOT of personal stuff has happened, and it has drained a lot of my energy.

On a plus side, I am planning to create my story! I want to make a website to post web comics, but I need a plan of how to do that professionally ( developing a PayPal account, perfecting a responsive website, buying a website, etc.)

I might be more active by July. So I am sorry for not being responsive....
  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Undertale- "An Ending"
  • Reading: LGBTQA webcomics
  • Watching: Steven Universe
  • Playing: Pokemon Shuffle/Animal Crossing CF/Undertale
  • Eating: Fiber filled foods, cooked meals
  • Drinking: Water... medicine...
Hello, today.

Today is January 26th 2016.
It is night time. about 11pm.

I am 22 years old, weighing about 266 lbs.

I am still holding on.

There has been some... rough storms along my journey since the last entry.

I graduated The Art Institute of New York City, and looking for designer jobs/ paid internships.
I have some programs in my computer that can upgrade my drawings.
I am cooking my own food, learning new recipes so that I may not have to go out to buy junkfood. 

Some... bad things have happened that left me to be more reclusive than a hermit.
Financial debt, death and murder within the family... relapse of depression and anxiety...
and... I am going to have a biopsy of my throat on February 5th, hopefully.
Doctors ran some tests on me and found a 4 centimeter mass in my thyroid.
They don't know what it is yet, but they say it is a low chance of me having cancer.

Looking back at my past, I just wished I had told someone to help me sooner.
But I cannot keep looking back at my mistakes.
But I am am looking forward,
... an all I see is a thick fog looming closer.
Some people might not believe me because they can see just fine.

I wish I could talk to old friends again without feeling guilty of being myself.
I want to socialize again. I want to make new friends again.
I want my mind to stop fighting me and my body.
I am tired as it is.

I will update as soon as I get the results of my biopsy.
In the meantime, I will update my professional stuff on behance.

All I can do is for the present.

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Favourite genre of music: Everything... except some country... ugh!
Favourite photographer: IIIII dunno....
Favourite style of art: Original and free....
Operating System: a thing called LIFE
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Shell of choice: One that looks like space when you look inside....
Wallpaper of choice: LARGE
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Favourite cartoon character: Sterling Archer
Personal Quote: "Thank you, you useless reptile."
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FrostRaven32 Featured By Owner Jan 27, 2016  Hobbyist Artist
Ur welcome
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TheGod2B Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016
Thank you.
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TheGod2B Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016
Thank you.
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TheGod2B Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2016
Thank you.
Sorry for the late reply.
If you have questions, leave a comment in my most recent journal.
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powerfulI Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015
Howdy, my friend Frank told me about you he told me he knows you IRL
I really like the self portrait 
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